Saturday, October 1, 2016

WinD 1

I have no idea what I am doing with my life.

I have known hat I wanted to do with my life since I was TWELVE.

So why do I no longer believe in that plan? Is it possible for God's plan to change for your life?

Do I miss all of the hugs? Yes.
Do I miss all of the screams of delight when I am seen? Yes.
Do I miss all of the smiles? Do I miss all of the I love you's? Yes...Yes.
I miss it, I miss it all. But why do I not feel the desire to be back in the work place that brings me all of that? Is it possible to have PTSD from a job? I feel like I am no longer what children need. I am no longer needed to love on kids, to teach kids, to make them feel special.



When in Doubt, Pray.

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